Man, i've been feeling so down and depressed this past few weeks... and why am i writing this here? coz my friggin social life is so friggin low. darn it. this job is frickin eating my time. haayz...

Pay is great, work is good but heck... darn it. This is my dream job... best job in the world for me, but now that im here, i ask myself "is it worth it?"

rant rant rant rant...

i miss going to malate every friday with my rockin co-editors. i miss working with MassCom students and see them make a mess out of their video projects. i miss getting drunk. i miss playing DOTA and trash talking. i miss my biko.

darn darn darn darn...

Is this what success is all about? Choosing what to sacrifice? Something for something? It's always been like that, huh? Tsk... i wish civilization goes back to the "caveman" days. much less complicated back then. Vanity and pride wasnt much of a factor. Life back then was just hack and slash... hmmm... hack and slash? that's boring. i take back what i just wished for. hehehehe. now im beginning to smile. must get back to work.